Calm Amongst the Chaos

Lily has not been sleeping, then last night she had a huge grand mal, then became inconsolable then she had another big one. Sharon (her awesome care giver) fed her a light meal, gave her dinner meds and a quick bath and we put her to bed and she did sleep all night.
I am praying this was due to lack of sleep, but I am afraid it means they are back. If they are back I will be devastated. She has been doing so well. Making so many gains. This makes me sad. I hate seizures. Ugh I hate them. Seizures suck!!!!!