Calm Amongst the Chaos

My heart quickens when I realize I am ready to post on this subject again. Well I already did post on it, just on wordpress to an audience of none.

Linking it here changes things and makes my tummy flip flop.

I first wrote this http://lilyannablu.blogspot.com/2011/01/2010-in-depthmetaphorically-of-course.html

And then this http://lilyannablu.blogspot.com/2011/06/to-share-or-not-to-share_23.html

Then I never said another word. Some may think good, that doesn’t need to be discussed and if you feel that way I am sorry for this next post. But many asked me to share how we survived and I promised to do so and just never felt like I could until I 100% believed what I wanted to say.
God gives us trials to go through and yes they suck and yes we feel like throwing in the towel, but if we don’t and we dig deeper and find our way out we are so much better for it.
So here is the post I wanted to share:
https://calmamongstthechaos.wordpress.com/2012/08/07/shedding-some-light/

Thank you for letting me share my heart. I have taken this blog on a long journey of this crazy life and I feel like we are moving to a brighter place. A new beginning of sorts for me. I have made some changes in my life and have been following God much more closely than I had ever before and he is taking my heart places I didn’t expect. I am excited to see where we all will end up. Thanks for following this ride and sending me your awesome comments that make my heart swell. I feel like although this is just a blog, a lot of good is being done through it and I just knew I had to share this post if I want to continue staying honest to myself.