Calm Amongst the Chaos

Mama of 5 seeking calm in the chaos

Last night we were around the table for dinner and Andi, as usual, was bouncing off the walls, reaching too far and knocking things over. Andrew as usual threatens a ridiculous threat that he won’t follow through with, I hope, and tells her if she reaches instead of asks again he will cut her fingers …

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Lily continues to fuss for us, it is typically around 4-6pm. She has lots of myoclonics and atonic drops during that time and then she has a larger tonic clonic, then more fussing then she relaxes. I try to stop it with a small dose of klonopin but that rarely helps. I don’t know what …

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I’m sitting here at 9:52pm, just barely got the boy to sleep (what was that all about?) and the house is quiet. Andrew went up north again and this time took with him Andi Jane AND Lily. It’s a nice break, but honestly, I’m bored. I had to do a lot of cleaning to get …

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