Calm Amongst the Chaos

Mama of 5 seeking calm in the chaos

Andrew’s voice mail: I’m not here right now, leave a message Kim: A couple things, first I need to know when you gave Lily that dose of clonopin last night, she is acting like a grumpy drunken sailor and I need to know when she will quit it. And secondly will you please refrain from …

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So Lily about freaked the crap out of me this morning. I went into her room and saw stuff of her face. I first thought it was a hair, walk closer, “wait is that blood”, get up to her and see that she had vomit on her face, soaked in her hair, her pillow, all …

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So this morning has already started and started hard. I am drinking some coffee and blogging at 6:34am! I know I know. I needed a break from the day already. Wonder what else could possibly be in store for this not yet even started day.I’m used to waking up at 5:45am every morning. It is …

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Lily has been better since that odd Saturday. I love to see her giggle and even watching that video I laugh, she is so cute, but I don’t think it was a genuine something is funny giggle.Anyway, due to the fact we are already harboring near 90 and we know we are about at the …

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