Calm Amongst the Chaos

Mama of 5 seeking calm in the chaos

Lily is finally on the road to good health. She was refusing to eat all weekend and was just weak and tired. But today she woke up happy, ate her breakfast and was excited to get on the bus.Sunday I finally made arrangements for her to attend Sunday School at our new church in her …

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Andrew’s voice mail: I’m not here right now, leave a message Kim: A couple things, first I need to know when you gave Lily that dose of clonopin last night, she is acting like a grumpy drunken sailor and I need to know when she will quit it. And secondly will you please refrain from …

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So Lily about freaked the crap out of me this morning. I went into her room and saw stuff of her face. I first thought it was a hair, walk closer, “wait is that blood”, get up to her and see that she had vomit on her face, soaked in her hair, her pillow, all …

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So this morning has already started and started hard. I am drinking some coffee and blogging at 6:34am! I know I know. I needed a break from the day already. Wonder what else could possibly be in store for this not yet even started day.I’m used to waking up at 5:45am every morning. It is …

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Lily has been better since that odd Saturday. I love to see her giggle and even watching that video I laugh, she is so cute, but I don’t think it was a genuine something is funny giggle.Anyway, due to the fact we are already harboring near 90 and we know we are about at the …

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